Hey lovelies,
Sorry for the horrible hiatus.
I've been horrible.
Eating normal.
Haven't weighed myself since my 143 in the last post.
Anyways,
I'm starting hypnotherapy weight loss this Thurs. :) I can't afford it. At all. But I managed to find an amazing therapist who aggreed to waive the costs if I volunteer to be used as an example in some of his classes or tutorial videos.
I'll update as much as possible.
Stay strong,
XOXO
Rena
Monday, September 28, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
FatFat McFatterson
Hey lovelies,
I'm back after a week of normal eating. Normal, 1300-2000cal a day. For an entire week.
Guess who's the failure of the month?
I was at 141, too. Now I'm back up to 143. So close to my goal, but then I HAD to go and ruin it.
I must still make by Sept goal. No excuses. School is starting, which means more walking, less time to snack at home, and more of a chance to skip meals.
Between now and Sept 31, I want to lose a meesely 9 pounds. What means 1167cal deficit a day. If I can't do this, then I'm officially doomed to be a fat tub of lard for the rest of my miserable existance.
Fatfatfat
Stupidstupidstupid
Failurefailurefailure
No wonder no one thinks I'm good enough. Geez.
Stay strong,
XOXO
Rena
I'm back after a week of normal eating. Normal, 1300-2000cal a day. For an entire week.
Guess who's the failure of the month?
I was at 141, too. Now I'm back up to 143. So close to my goal, but then I HAD to go and ruin it.
I must still make by Sept goal. No excuses. School is starting, which means more walking, less time to snack at home, and more of a chance to skip meals.
Between now and Sept 31, I want to lose a meesely 9 pounds. What means 1167cal deficit a day. If I can't do this, then I'm officially doomed to be a fat tub of lard for the rest of my miserable existance.
Fatfatfat
Stupidstupidstupid
Failurefailurefailure
No wonder no one thinks I'm good enough. Geez.
Stay strong,
XOXO
Rena
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