Hey lovelies,
I'm back after a week of normal eating. Normal, 1300-2000cal a day. For an entire week.
Guess who's the failure of the month?
I was at 141, too. Now I'm back up to 143. So close to my goal, but then I HAD to go and ruin it.
I must still make by Sept goal. No excuses. School is starting, which means more walking, less time to snack at home, and more of a chance to skip meals.
Between now and Sept 31, I want to lose a meesely 9 pounds. What means 1167cal deficit a day. If I can't do this, then I'm officially doomed to be a fat tub of lard for the rest of my miserable existance.
Fatfatfat
Stupidstupidstupid
Failurefailurefailure
No wonder no one thinks I'm good enough. Geez.
Stay strong,
XOXO
Rena
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Sorry about your horrible week. Stuff like that sucks major ass.
I can't be careful. I mean, being careful would entail not taking them every morning and not ordering topiramate to a PO box. But I am.
What do you mean monitored? If you mean that I'm constantly posting to yall about how I feel, and that I'm doing research and I intend to eventually tell my psychiatrist, then yes. If you mean anyone actually knows as of yet what I'm doing, then no.
My mom would die. She would be so sad and scared and just die. I would die to make her so sad. She can never find out.
Aww. We all have horrible times. You read and commented my blog, there's proof for ya. Lol. Thanks so much for that by the way. It means so much. I'm sure you'll get back on track and lose those pounds in no time. Good luck, sweetie!
hey hun, don't worry, everything will get better. we all have bad days/weeks but the test is how strong are you to get back on track. and i know you're strong, you can do it. just keep thinking of your goal, and how much you want it.
much love!!!!
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